Zirasfine

Is a very fun program.

It's a new year again, and just like with the old year, I can't say I feel any better about this one.  I also can't seem to maintain much of an interest in drawing, and that's pretty much the only talent that I'm proud.  That must be painful.

And I'm really not looking forward to 2013.

Anyway, I must apolgize for not getting back to people.  I'm in the process of moving to a more hellish part of Hell.  YAY!!!

Hmmm, and that shall be painful.  Painfully painful.

I need to thank you guys for all of the faves and watches over the year and years actually.  I'm sorry that I drop off the face of the Earth rather often these days, but I do notice and appreciate it.

(Sorry about that lapse in manners last night)

Yes it is.  Not that good at all.

But maybe it will improve, but I haven't done a lot this year actually, which makes me sad.  I need to catch up, but I do have some stuff.

Ah, and a happy belated new year.

Ah, 2011, you sucked ass to high hell!!!  And 2012, I know you'll suck even more ass even harder to higher hell!!!

Before I go on, I want to thank everyone who has faved my work and watched me over the past few weeks, I think it's been.  I've been…well, I'll sort of explain coming up, but I really appreciate it and will have to work harder to get back to people better in the future.

Now then, moving on.  Oh, the end of one year and the beginning of a new one.  The winter, the colder months.  This is the time of year when my powers should be at their zenith…but the fall and winter have forsaken me.

Ah, and I have run out of my "WAAAAYY past their expiration date" antidepressants.  I mean it; those things were years out of date.  Well, I ran out of those sometime back in December, around the end I think.

Yep, no more having my eyes pop open every fifteen minutes at night, meaning I couldn't really sleep.  And then during the day I'd tremble furiously every time I yawned every five minutes.  And my body felt funny…and every thirty minutes or so…well you see where this going.

With my no-life having ass, that's hitting bottom for me.  That or running out of money.  I think the running out of money would probably be a harder fall XD

And then at that point I got some more wine and drank, and drank, and drank.

And then I ran out of wine T_T

Well, we have rum, but I drink water most of the day…and I don't feel like mixing it with that.  I don't like the taste of it alone either….I need more wine.

Boone's Farm is my friend, and other sweet wines…I can't get wine off my mind.

Now now, I know this sounds bad, but trust me, I don't do this often.  I mean with the prescription drug stuff.  And wine, well, we rarely have it actually.  I love it, yet I often forget to get some when I'm out.  Assuming the Walmart I'm at sells booze.

I really must get caught up on my drawing, if only I could remember what I wanted to do.  

I've been having an urge to watch Saiyuki, so eventually I'll have to tend to that urge.  And some other anime…err.  Hmmm.  But, I think for Naruto this year, the only thing I'm looking forward to is the release of Blood Prison on DVD.  And more specifically, the Naruto vs. Konohamaru: The Burning Chunin Exam special.  I want it, I want it, I want it, I WANT IT!!!!!!

Right, so anyhell, I think I'm back.  Back, but I don't really have much to offer just yet.  At the moment I'm finishing this, I'm not at home, so….right.